Living

Chapter 12

The new year brought new challenges.

And new joys.

My business was booming.

I was hired by the entire Austin school district to train their staff.

I wrote a small book about food allergy safety for parents.

It sold ten thousand copies in the first month.

Sophie was thriving.

She made the honor roll.

She joined the soccer team.

She even gave a short speech at her school about what it’s like to live with a severe allergy.

I sat in the audience, beaming with pride.

My little girl was brave.

Braver than I’d ever been.

But in March, I got a letter from the Texas Department of Corrections.

Evelyn was up for parole.

Three years early.

My hands shook as I read it.

“She can’t get out,” I said to Jessica. “She can’t. The judge said no parole for at least three years. It’s only been eighteen months.”

“Laws change,” Jessica said. “Overcrowding. Good behavior. They’re letting people out early all the time now.”

I called Karen immediately.

“I need you to fight this,” I said. “Whatever it takes. She cannot get out. Not now. Not ever.”

“I’ll file a protest,” Karen said. “We’ll get statements from the judge. From the prosecution. From Sophie’s psychologist. And Sarah? You should write a statement too. Tell the parole board exactly what will happen if she’s released.”

I sat down that night to write it.

I wrote about the night Sophie almost died.

About the video.

About the social media campaign.

About the threats.

About Sophie’s nightmares.

About how Evelyn had never apologized.

Never shown an ounce of remorse.

I wrote for three hours.

When I finished, I was crying.

But I felt strong.

The parole hearing was two weeks later.

It was held over video conference.

I didn’t have to see Evelyn in person.

Thank God.

The parole board listened to the statements.

They read my letter.

They read the judge’s letter.

They reviewed Evelyn’s behavior in prison.

“Evelyn Carter has been written up seven times,” the officer said. “For fighting with other inmates. For refusing to follow orders. For attempting to organize a protest against the kitchen staff. She has refused all counseling and rehabilitation programs. She continues to maintain her innocence and blames ‘the system’ and ‘Sarah’ for everything that happened to her.”

The board deliberated for forty minutes.

Then they announced their decision.

“Parole denied. Next eligibility in two years.”

I collapsed into Jessica’s arms, sobbing.

We were safe.

For two more years.

Afterward, Daniel called.

“I wrote a letter too,” he said. “Told them if they let her out, she’d come after us. I told them she’s still the same person. Still dangerous.”

“Thank you,” I said.

“I meant it,” he said. “I’ve been going to therapy. Twice a week. Working through all the stuff with Mom. I’m finally starting to understand how messed up our whole family dynamic was. How she controlled all of us for so long.”

“That’s good, Daniel,” I said. “I’m glad you’re getting help.”

“I want to be better,” he said. “For Sophie. For myself. Maybe… maybe one day, we can even be friends.”

I smiled.

“Maybe,” I said. “One day.”

That spring, we took our first real vacation as a new family.

A week at the beach in Florida.

I checked every restaurant in advance.

I brought enough safe food for a month.

I was still careful.

But I was relaxed too.

Sophie built sandcastles.

She swam in the ocean.

She collected seashells.

Jessica and I drank margaritas at sunset.

For seven whole days, I didn’t think about Evelyn.

Or court.

Or the past.

I just lived.

One night, Sophie and I were walking along the shore.

The sun was setting.

The waves were crashing.

“Mommy?” she said.

“Yes, baby?”

“Grandma is never going to hurt me again, right?”

I squeezed her hand.

“Never,” I said. “She’s far away. And even if she ever gets out, the judge said she has to stay away from you. Forever. And Daddy and I and Aunt Jessie and all our friends will make sure she never comes near you. You are safe. You are so, so safe.”

She nodded.

Then she smiled.

“Good,” she said. “Because I have big plans. I’m going to be a marine biologist. And a soccer player. And I’m going to help other kids with allergies like me. Just like you do.”

I knelt down in the sand.

I looked her in the eye.

“You can be anything you want to be,” I said. “Anything. And I will be right there cheering for you. Every single step of the way.”

She hugged me.

The sun disappeared below the horizon.

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The sky turned pink and orange and purple.

And for the first time in as long as I could remember, I had absolutely nothing to fear.

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