Living

Chapter 2

I sat by Gwen’s hospital bed for the next four hours and did not say a word.

I just held her hand.

I watched the monitors beep.

I watched the IV drip vitamins and iron and fluids into her arm.

I watched the color slowly, slowly creep back into her cheeks.

She slept for most of it.

When she finally woke up, her eyes fluttered open, and the first thing she did was try to pull her arm away.

Like she was afraid I was going to be angry.

At her.

That single, tiny movement broke me more than anything I had seen that day.

“Hey,” I whispered, leaning forward. “Hey, baby. It’s me. It’s just Lucas. You’re safe now. No one is ever going to hurt you again. I swear to God.”

She stared at me for a long time.

Then her lip trembled.

And she broke.

She sobbed so hard her whole body shook.

She sobbed until the monitors beeped faster, until a nurse came rushing in, until I had to climb onto the narrow bed beside her and hold her against my chest as tightly as I could without hurting her or the baby.

When she finally could speak, the words came pouring out.

Fast.

Messy.

Like she had been holding them inside for so long they were burning a hole in her throat.

It had started six months earlier.

Almost the day I had left on my first long business trip after we found out she was pregnant.

Brenda had sat her down at the kitchen table.

She had told Gwen that she was nothing.

A gold digger.

A trailer trash loser who had trapped her rich son with a baby.

She had told her that if she ever told me a single word about what went on in the house while I was gone, Brenda would make sure everyone believed Gwen had lost her mind.

That the pregnancy hormones had made her delusional.

That she was a danger to the baby.

She would take our son away.

And no one — not me, not the doctors, not the police — would ever believe Gwen over a poor, widowed mother who had sacrificed everything for her son.

Gwen believed her.

And so she had endured.

Every single day.

Brenda locked the kitchen pantry and the refrigerator with a key she kept around her neck.

Gwen was allowed one small bowl of plain oatmeal in the morning.

One piece of plain toast at night.

That was it.

If she was hungry in between?

She got the scraps off Brenda’s plate.

Or the scraps off the guests’ plates.

Or nothing at all.

Brenda took her prenatal vitamins every morning and flushed them down the toilet.

Said they were a waste of good money.

Made her get up at five every morning to scrub every floor in the house on her hands and knees.

Made her clean the bathrooms with a toothbrush.

Made her wash all the linens by hand, even though we had three brand-new washing machines.

If she slowed down, if she cried, if she so much as complained that her back hurt or her feet were swollen, Brenda would slap her.

Or grab her arms and shake her.

Or kick her knees out from under her so she fell hard onto the marble.

The bruises the doctor had seen?

They were the least of it.

When Brenda had her friends over, it was worse.

She made Gwen kneel under the table for the entire meal.

Made her eat whatever they threw down to her.

Called her the dog.

The maid.

The baby mule.

And the unlimited card I had given her for Gwen’s care?

She had spent every cent of it on herself.

Designer bags.

Jewelry.

Lunches and spa days and cruises for her and her friends.

Over a hundred and twenty thousand dollars in six months.

Not one dollar had been spent on food.

Not one dollar on vitamins.

Not one dollar on the woman carrying my son.

Every night when I called, Brenda would stand right over Gwen while she talked.

A hand on her shoulder.

Nails digging in through her shirt.

A silent reminder of what would happen if she slipped up.

So Gwen had smiled.

And she had lied.

And she had told me everything was perfect.

Because she was afraid.

Afraid I would choose my mother over her.

Afraid I would think she was crazy.

Afraid she would lose the baby she had spent six years praying for.

By the time she finished talking, my shirt was soaked through with her tears.

I held her.

I rocked her.

I told her I was sorry.

Over and over and over.

I told her it was my fault.

I had left her alone.

I had given my mother unlimited power and unlimited money and unlimited access to the woman I loved, and I had never once checked in.

Never once asked the right questions.

Never once seen what was right in front of my face.

I had believed the lie because it was easier than the truth.

And she had paid for my blindness with every bruise, every empty stomach, every terrified night alone in the house with a woman who hated her.

“I will never leave you alone again,” I told her, kissing the top of her head. “Never. Not for a day. Not for an hour. Not for a minute. From now on, wherever I go, you go. And no one — no one — is ever going to hurt you again. Not my mother. Not anyone. I will burn the whole world down before I let anyone touch a hair on your head or our son’s head again. Do you believe me?”

She looked up at me.

Her eyes were red and swollen.

But for the first time since I had walked in that dining room, there was no fear in them.

She nodded.

“I believe you,” she whispered.

That night, while Gwen slept, I got a call from the head of my security team.

“Mr. Dawson,” he said, his voice tight. “You told us to pull all the camera footage from the house for the last six months. We did. You need to see this. Now.”

I looked at Gwen, sleeping peacefully beside me.

I kissed her forehead.

I told the private nurse on duty to call me the second she woke up.

Then I walked out into the hospital parking lot, got in my car, and drove home.

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I had no idea what I was about to see.

But I knew, deep in my bones, that it would change everything.

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